i pretend im glad u went away.. these four walls closing more everydays. and im dyin inside and nobody knows it but me. Like a clown i put on a show the pain is real even if nobody knows and im cryin inside.

why didnt not i say the things that i want to say?! why??!! now, my world just tumblin down..

i can say it so clearly, but u are nowhere around. and im missin u, nobody knows it but me. i carry a smile when im broken in two im trembelin inside, with nobody knows it but me.

how blue can i get? u could ask my heart but like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart. a million words could not say just how i feel. the nights are lonely,the day are so sad and nobody knows it but me.

everytime i think of you, my tears appear..

  late at night when all the world is sleeping i'd stay up and think of you and i'd wish one of star that somewhere u thinking of me too. then here in my room,dreaming about you and me. if u looked into my eyes would u see whats inside? or do u even care?

.....and i bet u'll never remember the things that i'll never forget.